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The Covenant Path

 It's been a while since I've posted anything on this blog. I'd like to think that's because I've been able to move forward with my life but I think it's probably more that my job (which I recently quit) has been so busy, stressful and all-consuming that I've neglected much of my personal life. So reflections around church, religion and spirituality have largely been on the backburner. For the most part, I feel like I have actually moved past Mormonism - I'm no longer participating in any Mormon-related Facebook groups, usually don't feel as much shame or guilt for not taking my family to church and don't usually spend much of my mental energy on Mormonism.  Last night, however, was different.  I cried for the first time in a long time about reflecting on Katelyn's upcoming baptism that I will not participate in. Before I left the Church, I attended and pretended a long time after losing belief largely so I could be the person to baptize my d...